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Friday, March 09, 2007

Its been a long time since I've updated my blog... ... Today has been a sad day to me. A heart-breaking news has been broken to me. Everything just happened so fast; couldn't cope well with it. Suddenly everyone just started crying uncontrollably; her story really touched all our hearts. I rather not know after learning about it. But now I just can't pretend as if nothing happened. My friend X might be leaving soon, everything was just not in place; it all fell apart... it is still a fact after all. The letter I wrote to her is below... ... ... ...FACE UP WITH REALITY!!!!

Letter to my good friend X entitled <> :
You were always a cheerful girl. A encouraging person with a comfortable shouder. A determined person with a strong mind. Promise me one thing: Don't cry (Although I've). Our story begin when we went for the volleyball trials last year. I didn't really know you then, how good a encourager you were. At first I was envious of you doing so well in your studies and volleyball. After getting to know you better, I saw the other side of you: the BRIGHTER side. You were a good volleyball player. A positive and optimistic player: Our vice-captain always. [Tears have rolled down my cheek] I'm so confused; are these tears of joy or sadness? Don't worry I'll stay strong for your sake; I know you don't want us to be like this. I really do not know what to do without this vice-captain. I kind of feel quite empty inside.

You never failed to put a smile on my face and to brighten up my day. I really did not treasure you then. But now that you are going, every seconds I spend with you seems so important to me. Yesterday was "World's Best Sister's Day", forgot to wish you a: "A Happy World's Best Sister's Day!"...I hope its not too late... Yesterday, I truly regretted not waiting with you for our parents to arrive. If i was the teacher, I wouldn't really mind that one more book or paper; it will not make a really big difference. It doesn't matters anymore. Everything happened so quickly is as if America's World Trade Center collasped today. If you need a partner in class, I don't mind being yours...If you need a shoulder to lean on...I'll lend you mine, just as long as you don't mind.

I didn't know that you had a financial difficulty. If I did anything that upset you in the past, please forgive me. I don't know if this will be the last holiday I'm spending with you. Just as long as you don't mind, I hope to spend some quality time with you this holiday... just this once. I will treasure every moment with you from now onwards... ... memories of you will me etched in my heart forever. It's a sad day today for everyone of us...everybody cried. Whatever decision you make, I'll respect it. I'LL MISS YOU!
LOVE,
Janelle Cheong(Your fellow volleyball-mate)
Penned @ 12:47pm, 09/03/07
To: My good friend, X

You might have just cried(I don't know)... after reading this letter which I intend to give to X. I've never ever put in so much thoughts and so showed my emotions in my writing before. Hope that this real story has touched your heart and has taught you to start treasuring your friends now. SHE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!

4:28 AM; unforgotten.Y

PROFILE

jAnElLe
JANELLE 's cries were heard on the 3oth DEC 1993! She DETESTS people saying ~~OMG~~ as she is a CHRISTIAN .She studies in ~~YTPS~~HYSS.

FAVES:
JANELLE lovesVball. OF COURSE, she is aso a great fan of princess hours AKA goong and high schoool musical! she oso loves her church frens...

HATES:
JANELLE absolutely HATES the smell of mint and MOST seafood.